1st update on MY Laptop

Yeah I was gonna blog about my wonderful Christmas--why? Because it was wonderful. But right now I'm very blah. If you get lost in this entry with what I'm about to say--really its ok, because it may only make sense to me...

First off what is blah to me? Well blah is when my feelings contradict themselves and I can't explain what I feel.

I love how people are always like "Hey, how ya doing?" and you start to put some effort in your answer and you can tell their brain is elsewhere. I mean what is that?! Seriously I think it happend to me 3 times, after time number 3-- I learned to reply with "Ohh I'm fine" My own family members don't want to listen to me, then who will? Do I just waist my breath half the time?

Thats why I like blogging. If someone gets sick of reading they hit a new link. You don't get the rude various actions. Oh it annoys me. 1 person from my family actually had a conversation with me--Jennifer Gampp. I know she's like me and likes to talk but she at least listened past the part of "Well I'm doing better...." Its crazy around Christmas, and I'm not tryin to sound like a brat and I want them to listen to ME, but other people were getting blown off too. I can understand if someone is telling you their life story, but seriously--is it a big deal to just take 5 minutes out of your "crazy" schedule to listen to me say "Well I am getting better, but could use prayer. Could you please just pray for me?" I tried that with the first few people and it didn't work. By the time I got to Jenny...I just gave up and began the "Hi how are you?" conversation when she actually made a conversation. It was just amazing how when I'm tryin to seek someone to pray for me in my family I can't get it.

Then there is the constant cousin rivelry. Not sibling--cousin. My family is split between Columbus residents and in-the-middle-of-no where residents. --enough said.

Yes, I had a wonderful Christmas--here at home. I got a new laptop (haha Heather I love you!!!)--giving Dallas my computer. I got a few new shirts (one I have to give to mom because its waaaay to big for me) I got 4 new dvds--Step Up, The Devil Wears Prada, The Client, and Mazes and Monsters (with Tom Hanks) My wonderful coat with beret and scarf to match. A very pretty watch from my brother. Lotion...and prolly more I can't think of right now because I am getting tired. I just wanted to say that this blog sounds like I had a bad day--it wasn't I just get irriated at Grandmas too easy.

Tomorrow big day planned. I need sleep! Night =)