TIRED!

Current Mood: Exhausted!

Wow! I didn't think I would be THIS tired today. I got up about 7:10 this morning...not really looking forward to practice. I really wanted to pull the covers back over my head. But I got up and got ready. Headed over to the gym to find out varsity got today and tomorrow off! I was a little frustrated. Because I knew this wasn't going to be the funnest practice.

I guess it wasn't TERRIBLE. But I was soo tired afterwards. Had to do hurdles...those really do kill. A lot of ball handeling which wasn't bad I needed the practice. And went over 4 more plays so now I will be TOTALLY confused come Friday. It's Home at 6pm against Bloom Carroll if anyone is interested...hint hint Miranda.

I don't have major plans tonight...prolly hang out with Jp. He's a cool cousin.

Well if I don't say it before then...Happy New Years!

So Frustrated...I'm giving up.

Current Mood: Depressed

Lost our tournament. 8 losses in a row.
Lost my confidence...where did it go?
I can't stand this anymore..
How long will it last for?
I can't give in...
Because to me...its only a sin.
I try and I try...
But it results in a cry.
I'm done...
I want to run.
But why?
I'll end up with a sigh.

Looking forward to 2006

Ok so I started this blog, one to have an online journal that's more positive. And 2 because my best friend Miranda has one. My entries are usually really emotional...because this is where I let out my feelings. But I am going to try to be more happy and excited about life.

Miranda and I have decided that 2006 will be awesome. This past year has been really hard for me. I want to put it behind me ASAP! SO I am going to try not to look back. Looking forward can always be better.

I'm excited about tomorrow. I get to actually hang out with my best friend. My mom and my brother and my best friend. Laughing and having fun. We're going to my favorite place to eat. Well one of my favorite places. Chipotle. Then I have a basketball game. Which I am going to change my attitude tomorrow and actually TRY and have fun and not take it soo seriously.

New Years Eve...a lot of family is coming to hang out here at my house. Which should be fun. I love my family.

Well I need to go get off the computer...Miranda signed off...so now its time for me to go......