Silence

Its been 3 weeks since she's said anything to me.

I feel like a stranger...

She has nothing to say and won't acknowledge me!

What did I do...?

Email doesn't work-she doesn't reply to me, she won't answer her phone!

I guess I just need to forget about it and leave her alone... I'll update this again when I feel like it.

Yepp so I had one of those days where you are soo out of it and nothing makes sence. I was sitting in Geometry...and was totally out of it! Homework should be funny! I was just soo out of it. Yeah, I am tired but I wasn't just tired, I was totally not there at all today.

Nothing exciting happend today. Came home from basketball practice to meet Dad pulling into the driveway. He didn't look very happy. We met in the house...and Dad layed a piece of paper on the table and started complainning about sheriffs. (Like I said I was out of it today and didn't realize what he layed down was a ticket.) LOL It was kind of funny. But Dad cooled down.

I think that was the highlight of my day. I was just so tired today. I think I am gonna go do my homework and get in bed earlier tonight!

I have a few prayer requests: Miranda's Grandma and Allison Mays' Grandma...pray hard!

Steelers or Sea Hawks?

Yepp so as I sit here bored this Sunday night...the Super Bowl is on. But neither team I'd like to see win the Super Bowl is playing so I'm not much interested. I do have the game on though...

So this weekend has been great! I can finally say I had a great weekend! Well Friday I already updated about. Saturday I slept in until 11am! Do you know how GREAT it is to sleep in?! AWW...it was greeat! Woke up with Mom handing me pancakes! I love my Mom! Got up and got moving. Went to a retirement party. Which I felt a little out of place--but I'm 16 years old at a retirement party! What 16 year old wouldn't? So then I left there and went to my basketball game. We beat Bloom Carroll--go figure! lol I goofed around with Coach Brockway before the game..it was cool! I really miss her! Left the game and went to eat with the Horners at a Chinese Buffet. It wasn't as good as I had hoped but it was ok.

Sunday-I LOVVVVE Sundays! Well I woke up at the sound of the phone this morning at 7am! It was a guy from church calling Dad to check up on him! :) Dad was glad to hear from someone. So I got up and got ready for church. Went to my first Sunday School Class in a L-O-N-G time and it was the best Sunday School Class in a L-O-N-G time! It was a great class. I learn a lot in there. Even if I am the youngest one in there... I saw cute little Jenna. She came running to me as soon as I walked out of Sunday School. AWW I love Jenna soo much! After church Mom and I rushed to Wendys and brought food home to the boys. Ate and left for Dallas' game... He did really good! His team lost by 6 points! I was really proud of him! Came home, cleaned my room, did the rest of my homework and played a computer game with Dallas and Dad. Watching the Super Bowl now...off and on. But I need to go get ready for tomorrow.

Miss Barr gave me some advice: Miss Barr: just don't grow up too soon, it's only 8 years you'll still have 80 to be an adult. (is she too late?!)

Hope I have a wonderful day tomorrow like I did today! :)

Looking for Something POSITIVE...

Well things are slowly getting a BIT better. Talked to my friend. They're going to work hard to break their habbits.That's what matters to me.
Hmm...today...today was an OK day. Best day of my week-so far anyway.
I am definately sick of rumors! I'm sick of high school. Why do high schoolers find it soo freakin cool to be back stabbers...or dramatic or make up things that aren't true. I mean don't you all have lives? Ya know my life is pretty boring and I don't make rumors about you all-SO CUT IT OUT!
Oh then there is something far greater than ever....your *best friend* talking behind your back. They don't even know the real story because they won't talk to you to see what is wrong in the first place and start crap! I mean come on! High schoolers here's a new resolution for you--GROW UP!
Ok...now that I got that out...I am going to a concert tomorrow! I am really excited. I just really need to get out with cool people and have a good time.
Life is like an ocean wave. Sometimes it sounds soo peaceful and everything seems perfect. And other times it come crashing up against the shore, so hard seashells break--in life you come crashing down sometimes, but always know once you fall--the only way to go is UP!